Or, you know, you could just stop saying sorry.
"i have a problem i can’t control"
"stop having that problem omg"
Thankyou! Sometimes you just cant help it. When its been drilled into your head that everything is your fault and the only way to be okay is to apologise, you cant stop! Its painful when people tell you to stop. Its painful when your told you cant even apologise right because what the fuck are you actually alive for then?!
So you’re kind- and you guard your personal life closely. How long can you keep this up?
Do the work, enjoy the work, take it seriously, don’t take yourself seriously and keep your head down. Nobody else needs to know anything more, and-in a way- they really don’t want to.
a guy at school today was wearing this damn fine red nail polish and I heard these two girls whispering angrily and looking in his direction so I listened in expecting them to be weird about it and the first thing I hear is “how the HELL did he get it so good did he get it professionally done or something you need to ask him where he found that colour jesus fucking christ are you KIDDING me”
I think this is a good example of how the world should work.